It is not the field, it is the earthy smell.
It is not you, it is your distorted charm
that has moulded itself to me now.
I carry it in my bag with my lipbalm and my lighter,
and it calls to me through your silence.


LemonYou are low down and distant, murky like pond water, the deferred meaning in this sentence. You come in drips and dots, never something I can hold. It's been years, hasn't it? Or only a matter of days? Since my world fell apartLemon
and the pieces rolled away. To turn into this new thing when I am an adult and I wear dresses instead of jeans. I remember you like an old photograph, a rediscovered pair of shoes
that no longer fit. And now that feeling, that feeling when something
becomes dislodged and you find yourself suddenly overwhelmed,  


remember me talli wonder about lots of things. is my bed too big, are my fingers too small? did i place my hand on your thigh with too much asbestos in my skin?remember me tall
i hold my brain in my fist and feed it codiene. it's fun to vomit your feelings. i still practice sometimes getting it out in creative ways.
like playing games with my body will get you back. mindsweeper flags, holding thumbpads to bombs winning is easy. there's lot's to hide there's lots of time
to fold myself into a sicknote and sit inside.
my sadness sticks out like balconies. i'm
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"What's more fascist and totalitarian than the dollar sign?" (Marilyn Manson)
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Here I'm alive, everything all of the time
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never give up on someone you cant go a day without thinking about.
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"These are hard times for dreamers"
-- Amelie (2001)
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"These are hard times for dreamers"
-- Amelie (2001)
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Yes, I will lead you.
Through the smoke and flames
On the frontlines of war
And I will stand my ground until the end
Till we conquer them all.
Erin xxx
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A man discovered fire - but a woman discovered how to play with it.
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